I finally posted "Being Bella Swan" but as I thought there would be, there's someone else with a story by that name :< are we allowed to have the same name as another fanfiction????
give me an hour!!! it'll be ready soon ><;;
Just the weekend till my Fanfic deadline, I have spent most part of my day not working and just playing around with my Fic.
My cat has discovered Laser pointers, My BF was using it to play with Suki, now no other toy seems fun for her. she sits and waits in the hallway for the Laser to come out, staring into a gap that she things it comes out from. she waits cutely till Mark comes home and pulls out her long awaited release, like a fly the range for the Laser pointer is endless. if fun to watch her try to figure out how to reach impossible hights or corners. :)
thats the only thing that gets me thru a work day, I repeat in my head "your doing this for the money, just a few months, you don't have to like it!" over and over when ever Harris yells at me or does something stupid. you know my boss in the 6 horrible months i've been working there has never said the words "thank you" to me? EVER.
Yesterday my boss fully had a go at me, and when I mean have a go I mean yell at me in front of all the customers and staff, for (get this) not knowing how to "toast bread". Now I personally thought it was as simple as... well putting the toast in the toaster and waiting for it to pop out, as our toaster is just like any other old toaster. But according to my very panic prone over reacting asshole boss Harris I need to stand there and "watch" the toast as it goes brown.
This is what I wrote so far, still needs a little editing but it's just a Prologue ^_^;; hope you like it!
Prologue
I was in a place that wasn’t here nor there. It was disorienting not really feeling anything in the seemingly vast darkness, not knowing up from down, laying or standing. But still some part of me would have been content staying there in Haze, the warm muffled solitude gave me a sort of peace that I had never felt before in my life.
But softly the silence was disturbed by a sound. It was a muffled beat at first, like a low beating heart repeating over and over, growing stronger with every moment. Then the beats became more distinct and real.
A voice? What was left of my conciseness wondered. I tried to find the voice in the dark feeling more aware that everything was not all right, something was wrong. The voice seemed close, I tried to listen harder and with every attempt I became more alert, the warmth peaceful calm quickly going from me.
Then I felt a sudden surge of fear grip me, my darkened eyes shot open seeing nothing but daunting blackness, I tried to breath but no air filled my hungry lunges, I started to panic kicking and hitting the empty space surrounding me.
As if in response the deep voice grew louder still almost like the person had felt my distress, like they knew I was in danger. With every sound I got closer to finding the source, yet the seconds that passed felt more like long traitorous hours before I could finally comprehended that the voice was coming from above me.
With every ounce of strength left in my soul I slowly moved my arms, swimming upward toward the voice, it was like swimming in a honey jar painfully slow. I was filled with terror that it would never end, that this was where I would die.
But as all hope started to desert me, I realised I could feel my body, I could feel my legs, my arms even the very ends my out stretched finger tips as I reached out for life.
I’m coming! I screamed in my head to the Voice I’m coming!
As the darkness became light and cold chilling air started to fill my body as if I broke some surface like braking through water, ease filling my heart. I heard the voice again; at last understanding what the deep soothing voice was calling out.
It was a name, A beautiful feminine name said with such love and warmth that it took me out of the darkness of death it self.
“Bella” The deep voice called out to me “Bella…Bella!”
But it was not my name…
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xoxo
I've given myself some small term goals today, as you know I've recently had some trouble with being creative, well more like 2 years of creative trouble... in trying to finish just one thing that I set my mind to before the year ends, i have made a few mini Goals.
Had people over last night, our Apartment has turned into a people hub which i like, it's nice to have our own place to chill out and muck around with out having to go home or keep the noise down :P
hmmm how can i express the pure fustration of not being able to put your thoughts out on a page of canvas?
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